Karen Payton Art      Ventura County, California
karenpayton4@gmail.com

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Turning Pain into Enlightened Art

October 20, 2017

What happens when your favorite activity hurts?  I love to stitch.  I love the feeling of threading a needle.  I love shopping for embroidery floss.  I love listening to YouTube or music while stitching.  I feel in my bones that stitching is just "my thing".  

The Universe does not agree.

Over the years, my hands have had aches and pains and I have been forced to take small breaks from creating art.  It is now to the point where I need to take a big, long break.  

I have been diagnosed with a muscle sprain (between the thumb and forefinger) and Carpal Tunnel.  Luckily, when I am not doing art, I work part time as a Marketing Manager for a wellness clinic.  The fabulous therapists at my clinic have been using various therapies including cupping, a GX machine (for deep tissue release) and massage therapy to help relieve the numbness and tingling in my fingers.

 

In addition to massage therapy,  I am also in physical therapy, wearing wrist support hand braces and working on my posture.  Most of all, I am opening myself up on a spiritual level to allow in new ideas and ways to express myself that don't involve stitching.

 

 I was in the middle of this self portrait when the pain became unbearable.  I spent about 3 weeks in self pity mode.  Moping around, not sure what to do with my creative juices.  How would I ever finish this piece?  Would anyone (including me) enjoy my work without the embroidery part?  I am no good as a painter, so what will I do?  A friend sent me a text and invited me over for a session of Reiki healing.  I felt heavy energy lift from my chest and expand.  I magically came home from the session and started to sketch and play around with the idea of creating images without hand stitching.  I have to let go of all the feelings that my work will not be as unique or special and just keep creating from the heart.

 

I am now working on a series of images that will not include hand embroidery.  The creative juices are flowing once again, and I am learning to let them come without judgement.

I am excited to see where this goes, and look forward to the day when I can stitch again. 

Please follow my progress as I heal and create, and drop me a line and let me know how you have overcome creative struggles.

xoxoxo

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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